March 2011
Things on my mind..
I have this really strange feeling that something bad is going to happen to someone in my family for some Reason. Really hope I’m just being paranoid.
And wow almost 20. Dunno why its such a big deal for me but it just seems like I’m entering a whole new phase of my life I guess….
Also, how freaking awkward are bdays!
Times of awkward forced convo about lots of people continually asking you how your bday has been etc.
but im kinda excited for friday night to be spending with my close friends and going for cocktails :) I actually feel kinda loved lol. gosh my friends are freaking awesome sometimes.
Turning Twenty.
Sooo on my 19th birthday last year i was practically crying at the thought of being 19. But really, 19 wasn’t such a bad year. Now i’ll be turning 20 soon i a couple of days (well actually wow, tomorrow!), and this year, i feel like im ready for the big two-zero. Well i felt completely ready to welcome on 20 at the beggining of this week, but now after missing pretty much all my...
“It always shocked me when I realized that I wasn’t the only person in the world...”
– John Green (via spinningrevolver)
I just feel as if i have little control over my...
so much procastinating / wasting time!! :(
I’m going to try make this good procastinating at least and use it to go to the gym, hopefully…
but sigh! i just feel like i have such a lack of control.
My sleep habits are so screwed up, once again… and i so cbf with doing anything.
Unexpected texts. Don’t you just love those? Out...
Come over.
I really just want you to come over and watch movies with me. I don’t even want to talk do anything, just sit in the same room and be comfortable in each others presence. :) tonight? tomorrow night? anytime really..
The awkward moment when you give someone the...
“There are only two questions that human beings have ever fought over, all...”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (via roseshvthorns)
Baby, you got me wanting more.
that awkward moment when you're on your period &...
if your shower is cold
when the turning lights turns red before you could go
when your mom calls you
if your friend doesn`t text you back in 2.56 seconds
when you forgot something that was in the next room & you have to stand up.
Not enough hours in a day.
A million things to do.
Binge.
Fml these past few days of binge eating like crazy and binge sleeping have been so stupid of me! Got to be healthy ESP as I can actually feel my body feeling tired from it and feel so gross….. also got to finally start studying properly again! No more Facebook for a while, yeah.
“No feeling is final.”
– Rainer Maria Rilke (via kari-shma)
I dunno weather i should regret how last night...
“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.”
– Josephine Hart (via ameliacarina)
I know you know this is about you.
Your text today made me smile, like really made me smile a lot, although i tried not to show it in front of everyone else :P. Its so amusing that no one else knows whats happening right in front of them.
